Sitting back in front of Vile’s computer again. Made it home Sunday night. Feeling quite strange and uprooted at the moment but relieved and happy and buoyant too. Still in limbo but with a new life with Bill to finally get on with and enjoy now.
Had a very whirlwind last week or so in the UK, feel quite drained and need to replenish myself now.
Mum and Dad have been wonderful the last few weeks and certainly helped to hold me together through this process. Thankyou. It’s hard to leave you behind and I can’t wait to see you in December for the wedding. Wish Molly could come and gnaw me for a bit then too.
Also feel very lucky to have such great friends as Nicky and Lynsey. The fact that I feel let down by so many other people only serves to highlight what fabulous maids they are.
Keep getting sucked down by waves of melancholy, disappointment and nervousness but I have my Bill and he’s worth it.